Hello Dorys, 

Welcome to Cancer Chat. I am sorry to hear your colonoscopy was very painful but it's good that you managed to do the CT colonoscopy despite it being also painful. 

 I can imagine it must be a very stressful time for you while waiting for these important results and I hope that you won't have to wait very long. 

I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator