Hi Lily...

Bless ya .. we always panic when something pops up ... and it's always good to get any change checked...  but please remember 8.5 out of 10 lumps are benign... my first four call backs from mamorgrams were all clear... the last being positive .. but I'm 2 years post op now, and doing o.k .. there's lots of us on here .. but we only hear the sad cases on t.v ... there's lots of us living with it ...

So yes worry, but try not to Google.. that's always worse case sinarios... also you could be put on the two week refural .. don't panic, they try to get all lumps seen as quick as poss ..

You need to tell someone , even a trusted friend / sibling , someone .. and if you do get appointment for breast clinic, its far better to take someone with you ... my daughter in law came with me, and she remembered things that went over my head ... 

Fingers crossed though ... keep busy ... but I'm sure you'd want to know if your boyfriend was getting tested ... and if he sees you coping, he may be a tad calmer ... we all panic, its nateral ... 

Chrissie xx