Hey everyone. I guess I'll just come out with it. I found a lump in my left breast two weeks ago, and I have my appointment in 3 days and to be perfectly honest, I am terrified. I feel like the month of may has dragged, and I can feel myself being drawn in to thinking the worse. Logically my mind says not to worry, not to panic, but there's just that niggle. My partner just doesn't seem to understand just how scared I am, no one really seems to, they just keep telling me to keep my chin up, and goodness I am trying!!! To be honest I don't even know what to expect on Tuesday, and any in put would be wonderful. It doesn't help that hospitals give me the heebie jeebies and I feel like I'm just facing the unknown. My mental health hasn't been wonderful, and I feel like all of this stress has just piled it on. 99.9% of me says "you're 29, you're healthy, there's no history of it in your family, you'll be fine". But then that 0.1% keeps telling me otherwise.
