My poor mum has a hard, large, smelly, and fastky growing internal lump in the centre of her sternum - it’s un moveable and painful for her. Doctors have given her antibiotics and told her to come back at the start of June as that bthe only appointments they have available (that is their version of ‘ASAP’). I am hoping it is some inflammation or cyst but I need to prepare myself for the worst. My Nan still has breast cancer since her diagnosis in 2017. I don’t know what I would do if mother and daughter both had cancer. They are both my world and I would try suicide over and over until I was taken away from this earth if I was to lose any of them. I don’t have much family, I only really class my brother, mum and nan as my immediate family. I could do with a cheer up, so to speak! My GCSES are coming up but I just can’t focus. Anything would be appreciated to distract or put a smile on my face, just temporarily. Thank You.