So I still dont have a date for laryngoscopy at mo to remove my 2 tumors and get them to biopsy but it's only been a week.

The thing is now my voice is less croaky and feels more normal to what it has been ....so I've convinced myself that I'm fine and i dont have tumors and its definitely not cancer and I dont need the operation or biopsy!

There was a lady who mentioned her husband having 8 weeks of hoarseness and I just need to know did his voice sometimes sound better on some days.

I know deep down I need the operation and the biopsy maybe I'm started to get scared. 

It's weird that for 6 weeks I've had barely a voice to then having a croaky voice to then no voice to then croaky voice its messing with my head.

Am I going crazy?  I've had the endoscopy and I have 2 tumors why am I now a week on in denial .

I keep thinking they might of disappeared... slim chance but arhhh I could scream.

Please tell me this is normal. Did anyone else with vocal cord cancer loose their voice regain it loose it again and so on .

I was so positive but since I got more of a voice now I'm in such denial !