Dont know what to say, just want to cry. Had breast cancer 23 years ago, thought I was one of the lucky ones, but now found a small mass (thats what the gp says) in the same breast(I had a lumpectomy) My back on the same side has been giving me a lot of pain also that I cannot get rid of. I am so afraid the cancer is back and this time gone into my bones, just like my mum. I was 46 when I first got the cancer I just do not know what to do. Tests are next Monday, but thats a whole week away. This is the worst time I know. I just think this time its going to be the end for me and I will have to say goodbye to my boys and the grandchildren and my husband is disabled and will not be able to cope without me. Sorry guys I know you are all suffering, I just dont have anyone to talk to and I am going out of my head
