Constant worry of cancer

I constantly feel like i have cancer and this has been a big thing for a few years and has gotten worse since I've moved to uni. 

I have suffered with undiagnosed anxiety and depression throughout high school and tend to worry a lot about my body

I noticed the other day that one tonsil seems to be bigger than the other and from googling this, nothing else apart from tonsil cancer seems to be coming up which is severly stressing me out to the point where I cant focus on my work.

It hasnt gotten any bigger and i have no pain but i do get the feeling of sort of an itchyness in the back of my throat and some days my nose runs for no apparent reason

I am currently alone in my flat which is makig me more anxious and all i can seem to do is lie in bed and watch youtube endlessly to try and avert my mind

I think this is also making me dizzy as i have been staring at a screen  but im stressing out that i have tonsil cancer and its affecting the rest of my body

I understand that most of my symptoms are probably caused by the anxiety and have nothing to do anything else but once multiple things happen, i feel like im dying of some hottible disease

I have plucked up the courage to go and get my throat checked out next week to make sure its nothing serious but if anyone knows what might be wrong with me then please let me know 

Thanks

  • Hi some people have different size tonsils all there life it's like people have one leg longer than the other it's part of nature nothing is perfect. The worst thing ever is looking on Google. If you are studying consontrate on your work find something that you like to do occupy yourself (it does help) good luck with college. If it does start swelling see doctor apart from that leave it alone.

    Billy