Hello everyone, this is my first time here, and I am not sure if anyone can help but it feels good to just get this out.
Just over a week ago I had surgery to remove the large nodule from my thyroid. It went well, and apart from some discomfort now and then, the area is feeling better. Apparently the lump was the size of a man’s fist! It didn’t seem that big judging from the slight swelling in my neck. Anyway, it’s gone and I thought that was the end of it. Doctor wanted to follow up with seeing me in 6 weeks. But the other day I received an appointment letter asking me to go to see him in a couple of week’s time. Meaning 3 weeks from the surgery. And now today I have received another letter telling me to go for another fine needle aspiration on 2 May.
My mind is all over the place now. They were going to send off the large lump for testing and I am fearful that it has come back as cancer, and now they want to check the other smaller nodules that are still there. I was feeling so positive, and looking forward to the summer and my son coming over for a holiday from Australia, and all I can think now is that it may be the last time I see him.
And I have to live with these fears and feelings over the next 2 weeks before I see the Consultant and find out exactly what is going on. I just wish I could put some positive spin on it but I am at a loss as to how. It just points to something sinister and I can’t move away from that thought.
Can anyone give me reason to think otherwise?
I appreciate having this site to write to, somehow makes me feel not so alone...