Hi, new to all this too. Have had lots of investigations, and awaiting results too. I am trying to look at it as though whats there(or not) is there, and theres nothing I can do in the meantime to change that. Worrying about it won't change anything- although thats easier said than done for many. I am lucky to have my husband to speak to about it, havent said to anyone else. Are you able to chat with someone? Trying to do things to take your mind off it- even just for a bit- can help. Take care.