Hi I have struggled somewhat with the stress of waiting for the results of my breast biopsy’s which I will now be getting in about 8.5 hours. I cannot sleep and I’m have been dizzy and the room has been spinning for the past 3 days which I attribute now to stress. I have written a poem which if it’s ok I will put below, 

“it’s a lonely place 

This waiting game

can be in a room full of people

but no one knows of my pain

figures come out of the shadows

are they after me?

is my mind playing tricks

or is it what my new reality will be

has anybody noticed yet 

that I feel depressed?

ive spent the last 3 weeks

just sleeping all day in bed

I can’t really be angry

cant place blame at their door

i just want people to know

I’m not the person I was before

time alone with these dark thoughts

Get stored deep down in your soul

You want to run and hide

but there’s nowhere you can go.

im sorry if this is inappropriate I just feel so out of sorts waiting for these results.

my admiration to every single person on here cannot be put into words. 

Good luck to everybody

warm regards

 clare xxxx