Worried sick still no answers

So the last time I posted I was waiting on ct scan of neck and since that the scan came back normal! Just a couple of raised lymph nodes! But since that scan 2 months ago i've still jad a chronic sore throat on the left hand side! Comes and goes but mostly there! It feels like theres a lump or a sore down there! I have the ENT on Monday night where I hooe they put the camera down to see what it is! I just pray to God that they can tell me right away what it is and that there is nothing to worry about! But I am just so convinced that somethings going to come back bad! My anxiety is so so bad right now that i'm having daily panic attacks! Coupled with this I'm moving house the same day as appointment and seperating from my wee boys dad! I have turned vegetarian/vegan as trying to turn my diet around and lifestyle! Also trying to stop smoking (I know its terrible after this scare but the more im stressing the more im doing it) but even the doctor doesnt advise it just now with all im dealing with she said! Would just like some advice please on anyone who has had dame symptoms? I also get slight pain n ringing in my ears at time and i got treated for sinuitis and along with sore throat its as if there is a constant mucus at back of my throat and I need to keep swallowing! Any reply would be appreciated thanks xx

  • Awh poor soul, it’s all so stressful.... I’m sorry to hear your concerns and unfortunately I can’t give advice... I’m waiting on biopsy results from a 14 cm fibroid and although I’m trying to lead a normal life I’m soooo scared ..... sending you a hug and hope that someone else on here can give you advice ️

  • Hi, Kirsten, this is just a really bad time for you, everything always comes at the one time, once you get this ENT  appointment over with maybe it will help your stress. The doctor should tell you if he sees something, when I had the camera down my nose he said my throat looked very very dry but everything looked ok. He did send me for a biopsy in my neck and it turned out to be lymphoma. The good thing is that your ct scan was clear. Keep positive thoughts, you will get through this and things can only get better for you. Think of it as a new better chapter in your life, I’ve also been there and there is light at end of tunnel. Take care xx

  • Thanks for reply and i'm so sorry that your stressimg as well! Lets hope we get these results quick! Xx