Welcome to the forum n3lly although I'm sorry for the reason you're posting.

Limboland is never a nice place to be but you are not alone as many of our members have found themselves in this position and hopefully some of them will reply soon to offer their support now I've replied to your post.

I hope you don't have to wait too long for surgery and that it goes well when the time comes.

Kind regards, 

Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator