A scared newbie

Hello Everyone

My name is Lee and I’m 45yrs old.

On January 28, I woke-up to a dull-ache in my lower abdomen. By January 31, I was in with my GP who gave me a physical, weighed-me (at my normal weight of 189lbs) and requested bloods. I asked him what organ was where I was experiencing the ache, and he said large bowel and asked if I had any family history of Bowel Cancer. I told him that one of my Mum’s brothers had died from it and that my Mum had been tested for the gene, which was negative. By Feb 3, I was 185lbs and by Feb 5, I was 183lbs. By this point I was constipated too, so I booked an appointment with the Nurse Practitioner for Feb 6 who prescribed me some Laxido. By Feb 7, I was pooing. :))

On Friday (8 Feb) I had my follow-on appointment with the GP, who confirmed that my bloods had come back fine and to discontinue with the Laxido. He wasn’t concerned about the weight loss as he said it was quite normal and within range, plus since all this started my appetite has been greatly reduced too. My GP told me that he was off next week, but booked me in to see him again on Feb 22 and put in a referral for me to have a tummy scan.

Over this past weekend, I’ve been experiencing episodes of what seems to be panic related breathlessness (I suffer from anxiety and I’m asthmatic) I’m constantly googling symptoms and I keep coming back to Lung And Bowel Cancer, where my symptoms slightly mirror what I’m experiencing: Abdominal-Ache, Weight-Loss, Lack of Appetite, Breathlessness and Constipation. On a personal level, my mind keeps wandering to another Uncle, who died only last month of aggressive Lung Cancer after only three weeks.

Yesterday (Sunday) My Anxiety was high. I felt that I couldn’t get a breath and my supply of inhalers weren’t working, so I went along to A&E where they checked my Obs, Oxygen and finally my lungs with a stethoscope, that were all okay. 

I came home and pottered about feeling better. Then later, I had another attack. I didn’t want to call the emergency services as I was only in A&E that morning. It just feels at the moment, my anxiety is currently on a permanent state of high alert and now I’m worried and afraid that the cancer is in my bowels and lungs and that I’m going the same way as my Uncle. It’s affecting my whole body, my eating, my sleeping, physically and mentally. I don’t know what else to do.

  • Hi Lee,

    So there doesnt seem to be a trigger for the dull ache you get? but its good it doesnt affect your eating. Have the breathlessness episodes stopped now?

    I still havent noticed any change, but I'll persevere, If nothing changes after a couple of months, I'll go back and ask to see a different doctor.

    :)

  • Grillz

    Hot News. . . 

    My referral is now even closer. After much perseverance, my appointment is now on Monday Afternoon. 

    I was told on the phone by the hospital that apparently the first appointment is always a preliminary meet to discuss symptoms,  and for the consultant to get a general outline. But, at the end of the day I’m just glad to be on my way. 

    Can’t say I have any triggers with regards to the dull-ache, it’s  just there along with the windyness. But, my appetite is back to being very hearty AND as a result I’ve put on more weight. I’ve now gone up from 184lbs to 186lbs. 

    Regarding you, keep an eye on it and at any point if you notice any changes your not happy/comfortable with, then definitely make an appointment to see an alternative GP. 

    But im here, if you need me. :)))

    Lee

  • Thats great news, I know it wont be the exam but it means you wont be waiting long for it. I expect your appointment is what I had, except they did mine on the phone (it was called an appointment). She was a colorectal nurse and basically asked me the exact same questions the doctor had. The first thing she said was I was having the examination, the call wasnt to determine that, she was just checking details.

    Straight after the call, my stomach went very gurgly and I noticed blood (stress), so dont panic if your symptoms have a sudden and quick reoccurance, definitely a white coat syndrome moment. I was back to normal 2 hours later. My exam was 2 weeks after the call.

    Always good to chat, let me know how you get on Monday

    Have a good weekend :):)

  • Afternoon Grillz

    How was your weekend?!?

    The Consultant was a lovely man. 

    I mentioned everything that's happened since I first went to the Docs in January. I mentioned ALL the tests I've had and how the only thing remaining is that ongoing side-ache that doesn't seem to shift. At the end of the consultation he said given the results (which he had on file) and our discussion, it was highly unlikely the issue was cancer-related, but the ache coupled with the bloating could be IBS. But, for piece of mind, he's put me forward for both an ultrasound, Colonoscopy and will see me at the end of it all. At the end I asked him if I had ANY need to be concerned and he said given everything I've had done to date and symptoms, I had nothing to worry about. 

    He said the ultrasound and colonoscopy should take about 2/3wks to come through. 

    Lee

  • Good weekend thanks, still no change my end.

    Thats great news, I know (if you're like me) a tiny part of you will still think the worst, but the consultant must have given you a lot of reassurance. 

    In 3 weeks you'll have the all clear and then have to work out which foods you have to eliminate (its bound to be your favourites) to sort the IBS.

    When you get the envelope from the hospital with the Moviprep in, the sachets look enormous, but its not thick, its water consistancy, but my goodness you have to drink a lot. It's totally do'able though, please dont start looking at moviprep forums, they really panicked me. Get yourself a bottle of sugar free orange squash and mix loads in, it genuinely was fine and I'm the worlds worst for gagging with bad tastes or smells.

  • Hi Lee,

    I just wonderd if your appointment had come through from the hospital?