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Waiting for biopsy results...could it be Amelanotic Melanoma

gucci48
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Hi

I am new and thought I could reach out to similar people in my position.

I went to the Dr last Monday as I had what I thought a spot which hasn't gone away, it is itchy and weeps.  The Dr took a look and said it's what we call a BCC (basal cell) and put me forward on an urgent referral to the Dermatologist.  Of course I went home and googled it and yes it does look similar to that but on the positive I thought it is treatable and will be cut out.

My appointment came for Saturday which I thought great really quick, lets get this sorted but the Dermatologist didn't think it was and wanted to take a biopsy.  He asked how long had I had it and to be honest I don't know, it has definately been there the last 3 weeks.  He said it was fast growing and a biopsey is needed.  The results will be back in 4 weeks. 

of course I went home and googled what he said and now amelanotic melanoma came up and I am going out of my mind with worry.  I am redhead, very pale skin, freckles and blue eyes - ideal candidate!!!  I broke down yesterday at work, woke upo in the night crying, I can't seem to get it out of my head.

I know I must keep busy and try not to think about it but it is so hard, as when i look in the mirror I have the mark on my forehead staring at me.  I am a wreck and need a shoulder to cry on..........

Any advice would be most appreciated x 

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    Hi gucci48,

    You have come to the right place and I hope we can help you get through the next few weeks wait for the results. 

    Please know that, even if it turns out to be melanoma, it's not the end of the world. Treatments for melanoma are moving on apace and its not as desperate as it was a few years ago. 

    You are right in trying to keep busy. Also try to distract yourself by listening to a meditation CD or try Mindfulness. Don't use Dr Google - it will scare you as it'd not up to date and gives worse case scenarios. Macmillan, this Cancer Research site and the British Association of Dermatologist website are the best to access for more information. Meanwhile, if I can help just send me a friend request and a private message. Please also let us know how you get on.

    Good luck,

    Angie (melanoma patient)

     

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    Hi Angie 

    Many thanks for your reply which was very kind and re-assuring.

    After my meltdown on Tuesday, I have gathered myself together, kept my gym appt last night which made me feel so much better, it kind of cleared my head. So a new day today and have promised myself not to dwell on what may be nothing, and not to use Google - although I do not think there is much more to google I've already googled it!! (haha).

    I really appreciate your reply, I just needed another place to turn too and vent.

    Will let you know the results x

     

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