I had a Left Mastectomy 2days ago. There is not much pain as I had expected compared to the lumpectomy I had 2months ago.But I am feeling very emotional as if I am grieving for the loss of an organ.i know I shouldn’t as we all see people loosing their limbs and struggling to lead a normal life where as I can still lead a normal life without one breast.But I am unable to cope and scared even to look at that side-I have to close my eyes when I am dressing up and once I fit the bra with the softie given at the hospital I am Ok. Is this normal or am I being an emotional fool?There are lot of women who have had mastectomies  Has anyone experienced this and will this feeling of emptiness go away?