Hello and welcome to the forum, I’m so sorry to hear this is causing you so much anxiety and upset, I too fear about my health and currently going through tests so I understand the worry I really do, the fear literally eats you up and you can’t think of anything else. I was the same with lumps in my neck a few months back, I found two and a doctor felt them too and worried me when they spoke about referring me I just wanted it to be in my head but I knew it wasn’t, when I went for an ultrasound I was so adamant it was the worst case scenario but they said just normal glands and lymph nodes, sometimes our mind takes us to the worst case but it isn’t always the case, although I can’t tell you what it’s is I just wanted to offer some reassurance that it isn’t always bad and there’s many other things it could be, people here are lovely and will give you great support and advice, surround yourself with people to talk to, stay off google (I make that mistake so much) it’ll be hard for a while until the scan comes along, watching movies help me sometimes. I hope all goes well at your appointment and it’s nothing serious, thinking of you! Be sure to update us here and If you need a chat feel free to message :).

Paige