ughhh i feel so awful and sick everyday!! I’m not currently under going any treatment but I just feel terribly sick everyday no matter what I do, the only thing I like doing is sleeping because I can’t feel anything then. My whole body feels like it’s shutting down, my heart rate is so high, I have a bloackage in my nose, throat and ears, my gums look so swollen and bled the other day whilst brushing, the top roof of my mouth is bumpy and feels awful!! I have tiny little warts all over my skin, and lumps all over my body under my skin, and a huge lump in my cervix I’ve been to the doctors SOOO many times, don’t feel I’ve been taken seriously a lot of the time and the doctor has put a lot down to anxiety and depression but my symptoms get worse and worse to the point where I’m fed up and have no hope, that I do not even want to endure another doctors appointment of explaining myself, I’m exhausted and physically feel I cant take the strain of how I feel. I just want this all to over!! I’m so ill! I can’t even cry anymore I just have had enough! I don’t even know what I can expect from this but, I just, have had enough, you know?! :’( why must these things happen to us?! it’s evil.
