Hello i am lookinh for advice as cant find anything the same on the internet.
After i gave birth to my second child 1 year 4 months ago i had an episode 5 days after birth that i had to assist myself emptying my bowl. I noticed doing this i fed a big lump an it scared me. I left it thinking it was just due to having a baby and since then ive had to assist myself more, had itching, mucus, pain, urges to poo an nothing, constipation, struggle getting poo through my colon it feels. Never fully empty bowel. Bleeding that can come last for a week and flood the toilet then go to then suddenly come back. I also have had other issues since but list goes on forever. Point is the hard lump is still there. Seems harder an bigger an is around a golf ball side or egg. It is like just over half my index finger up into my rectum and is on a side closest to my pelvic bone(i think) it is scaring me now. I am awaiting an apt for a colonoscopy but at my check up prior he couldnt see any hemmheroids he said maybe one tiny one but i was too scared to mention the hard lump inside incase everyone has it an that ive only noticed cause i had to assist but i really dont think its normal. He didnt mention about it just said after looking that i need a colonoscopy.. i know this is muddled but im so stressed. Thanks in advance
