Subungual melanoma fears

Hi all :)

First off I need to admit that I am a complete worrier when it comes to my health and I am on the waiting list to receive CBT to help to manage it. 

I visited my GP around a month ago because I was feeling really rundown and just anxious about anything and everything - what triggered my complete meltdown was that I noticed a very faint line on my left-hand thumbnail. Of course, I did the worst thing possible and went to Dr Google which only heightened my fears! 

My GP examined my nail because she knew immediately what I was worried it was - she told me it was not subungual melanoma because it doesn't go all the way down into the nail bed (I think this is what is called the Hutchinson's sign?) and suspected the line was caused by my iron deficiency (after a blood test we discovered the reason I was feeling so run down was my iron levels and B12 levels were extremely low). She was unconcerned and said nothing about following it up.

I was feeling calm about it after my visit to the GP and honestly didn't think about it at all but for some reason my worries have reared its ugly head again. I don't learn because I went back to Dr Google! I think what's causing me worry is that I can't find anything online that says an iron deficency can cause a line like this (though admittedly it does seem a bit too much of a coincidence its appeared when I have these two deficiencies!) 

The line is very faint and you hardly see it - when shining a light on it it appears a dark yellowish sort of colour rather than brown or black. It's not changed at all since I noticed it a month ago.

I'm not sure if anyone can offer any reassuring words or if I should go back to my GP for a second examination? (Admittedly, I'm also scared of going back to my GP in case they decide to refer me for further tests - argh! I can't win!) 

  • Hello Charlie 

    I'm glad to hear that you're seeking help for your health anxiety. What a brave step you've taken in recognising that it is affecting your quality of life and doing something to positive to change things. 

    It sounds as if your GP is supportive. If you really are still worried about it then I wonder if seeing her again may help, given that last time you felt reassured by her comments. 

    I hope that you don't have to wait too long for your CBT and hope that it helps. 

    Best wishes, 
    Jenn
    Cancer Chat moderator

  • Hi ChArlie 

    I hope you don't mind me reaching out but I have just read your post from last year and it is like reading about myself. I'm so run down, literally running on empty,  have been since June time and had blood tests and was told I had a folic acid deficiency and calcium too. So I took some folic acid prescribed and felt ok for a while but I've got a wall I've also got a stripe on my nail as you have described. Went to docs yesterday and have been referred to a skin specialist to rule out Melanoma - I've since come home and googled and scared the life out of myself.  

     

    just wondering how you got on?? 
     

    thanks Amy