Hello everyone, me again.. feeling still lost and so low, I can’t stop crying my breast is getting worse and I feel like doctors are just misdiagnosing me, my breast now ontop of all the pain has a rash underneath and a few spots around the breast, I can barely move out of bed, my armpit and shoulder are in pain to, I’ve had 2 ultrasounds and been told I have dense breast tissue in that breast but I know how easily ultrasounds miss imflammatory breast cancer, no pain relief is helping and everyday I feel even more unwell, I’m looking online constantly (I know I shouldn’t) at survival rates and now I’m in my own head planning my funeral, I’m so sorry to anyone who’s going through this type of cancer if I’m coming across rude without an actual diagnosis but I believe myself that I have it, I don’t know where else to go or what else to do, I feel weak I can barely get out of bed, all I want to do is cry. I keep pushing everyone around me away, everyone thinks I’m overreacting but the proof is right there on my breast, my veins are prominent, it’s so painful and itchy, I can’t even make sense of myself right now. I feel so unwell, I feel drained in every way possible and I don’t know if just leaving myself here to suffer is my only option now. I just want help and a diagnosis :( that is it, it’s been half a year now and it’s getting worse. What do I do