When the hostpital comes back to you, ensure you speak to your consultant and ask them what they can offer to make the procedure more tolerable. You don't say why you had the colonoscopy - I am assuming it was for colorectal cancer screening? A CT colonography is less invasive and should be far less painful, though if it did show anything then you'll need a colonoscopy anyway to gather biopsies or remove polyps. 

I think even the maximum amount of midazolam and fentanyl they would be willing to give you would not touch the type of pain you had to endure. Even with sedation and analgesia, about 4% of patients have 'moderate' or 'severe discomfort'. This is dinner table talk for 'hell will freeze over before I have another colonoscopy'.

Public Health England say that your hospital should be able to offer you a different sedation - propofol and this will knock you right out. It is safe and is the sedation of choice in USA and Germany but it does require an anaesthetist to be present. Some hospitals run a colonoscopy list under general anesthetic, but I doubt this will be offered for just screening. Whatever your hospital can offer, your consultant has an obligation to link you to a service that can help. You may have to keep pushing until you get an answer.

The sedation can impair your thinking and balance putting you at risk of e.g. a fall. Having a fall at 71 can often not end well. Having said that, they would not have stopped you from just walking out - while they way they spoke might make you think you had to obey their 'rules', it is only advice.

I am sorry you had to go through that.

Thank you everyone for your help and kindness. Msralyn. 

Well said. 
I have experienced two colonoscopy's to date and the pain was excruciating when the area of my bowel with 
severe diverticular disease was reached

I had gas n air offered. 
 

I was very concerned for a young woman with learning disabilities  in the next room who was going through this procedure. The poor lady was screaming and clearly didn't understand what was happening.   

Patients with learning disabilities should always be offered an anesthetist led colonoscopy so that full sedation can be provided.

Unfortunately, most hospitals are quite limited in how many anesthetist led colonoscopies they can offer. My local hospital were proud that they can now offer 1 list a week. If your colonoscopies have been too painful for you to endure, you should be asking for this next time.

Hi, I had a colonoscopy 5 days ago in Kent with so called sedation.  I'm still traumatised from it.  The pain was horrendous and the more I groaned the rougher the doctor got.  It was bloody barbaric and I still can't believe it happened..  

I am making a formal complaint.  To suffer like that is not necessary in this day and age.  I need another but hell will freeze over first.  I've asked for GA but been told I'd wait forever with waiting lists as they are so I asked for a CT instead and was told the colonoscopy department can't arrange that.

I will speak to my GP tomorrow to see if she can organise something.  Personally, I think they owe it to me.  Everyone in the room knew how much I was suffering and they still continued.  Kept saying nearly finished, nearly finished, which made me hold out.but it was another 20 minutes of agony.  I've given birth to twins and it trumped that about 10 times.  It was brutal.

I feel really angry now, which is better than the blubbering mess I was, and it will help me fight my corner.  That doctor is not going to be the cause of me not being able to get further treatment.  I hope I get a letter like yours Dor06

I'm so sorry to hear about your horrendous experience and fully understand your frustration and trauma, I've had this done myself and refused to have another one, I did end up with a scan but it depends on where they want to investigate.  I assume you must have read my latest posting about receiving the telephone call from the patient experience team but I raised 15 points of lack of care and my husband died five days after coming home.  But if you want to make an official complaint then please contact the Head of the Trust that carried out your colonoscopy and ask why the procedure was allowed to go ahead when you were in so much pain.  Until we start standing up for ourselves and our loved ones nothing will change.    I hope you get the answers you want.  Carol 

Earlier this year I endured a similar ordeal to you. It breaks my heart to read yet another brutal account.

I put in a formal complaint and eventually had a meeting with the physician, the head nurse and the department director. The physician apologised for not administering additional pain relief when he could clearly see I was in agony. He could provide no reason for neglecting my distress on that day. He answered all my questions and explained how my experience had caused him to reflect on his performance. The department accepted their responsibility to improve the treatment of the 4% of patients who find the procedure intolerable. However, no one in the room could offer a compelling account of how they would achieve this as they weren't looking to expand their GA list, which was already failing to keep up with demand for child patients and those with learning disabilities.

I wasn't completely sure what I wanted out of the meeting, but I do think it helped. You may not find your physician as honest or forthcoming in their failings.

Thank you.  I am waiting for someone to contact me regarding my complaint and still waiting to see my GP about further treatment.  I will go to the Head of Trust as you mentioned if they don't take me seriously.  I'm very sorry about your husband.  Just when you think it can't get worse it does.  Susan

WOW - all I can say, is that you are well stronger than me x