Testicular Cancer, Lump that's sometimes felt and others not

Hey there,

Some BG info: Male, Age 23. WARNING: Long Post. Added as much detail as I can. TLRD at the end.

So on Wednesday (12/09/2019). I was for some reason having a rummage around me testicles as I was about to uhh take a leak. To my horror, I found what seemed to be a small, (like almost slightly bigger than the tip of a rice grain), hard lump on my right testicle near the Epididymus (sp?). I found this when examining the right testing with my left hand. (this is relevant, I assure you). I attempted to test with my right hand because why not right? Nothing. Couldn't find anything. Which really, really confused me.

So I took a shower just to see whether or not it was the skin just being bunched (it was rather cold tbh..) in the hopes the hot water (like, really Hot, love me a hot shower hehe) would help get it too loosen up so I can have a good feel of things. I found it difficult to find it. But I knew it was there. I'd felt it earllier outside the shower and had a good full around the area. Still no luck.

So. Out of shower, dried. Etc etc. Went to bed with the promise that I'd call me GP for an appointment. I'm too stubborn to let something like this go. 

Wake up in morning, about to have another shower and to my immediate horror, feel the same lump. Same size. Same location. Using the same left hand. Nothing with right tho... Have another shower and again, attempt to find it. No such luck.

So I called GP and they offer me an appointment for the Friday (the next day). Unfortunately (and I wish I didn't), I asked for an appointment for the next week on Wednesday (19/09/2018). Mainly because I wasn't sure whether my employer would allow me the half day/ day off. (I've since found out that for Docs appointments that were made in an emergency or for some urgent reason, I actually only need a a half days notice if I feel its that important - I love my employer, really do).

Since then, I've beside myself with stress. Only going to the Gym has been able to put me mind at rest temporarily. I did call 111 for help (I really needed someone to talk to tbh.. I don't want to tell me family because it'd worry em needlessly and the same for my mates) to see if theres a walk-in centre or some sort of drop in that I can go to. Got a callback from a lovely dude from the NHS and considering I've had 0 other symptoms, he didn't seem all that worried (although he did recommend I ensure I attended the appointment come Wednesday).

So yea.. I've no idea what it is. I just wish it wasn't there so I could get on with my life and my plans!

With regards to this appointment on Wednesday, would it be wrong of me to request an Ultrasound irregardless of whether or not me GP finds something? Again, due to the nature of said lump; it's very umm intermittent :confused:

How much would an Ultrasound cost? I've been told theres up to a 3 week wait time if the GP doesn't consider it too serious. If need be, I've the funds to get one done privately. The longer I wait, the more I'll worry and that's not something that I wanna the people around me through. With regards to my health, money isn't my main priority.

If you've read through that wall of text then I commend you and I wish all the best. 

 

Thanks you again

umali

TLDR: Found tiny lump just a bit larger than the head of a rice grain on right testicle with left hand. Can't find it with right hand. Can only find it in a colder setting.

  • Hi [@RobinK]‍ ,

    I am so sorry for seeing this so late! I'm sorry to hear that you're having issues but I hope you've had some good/ better news since?

    Cheers

    Umali

     

  • Hi umali recently discovered a tiny bump almost behind my left testicle just next to all the veiny bits which sounds a lot like yours, I feel it's to small to be a tumour and reading your story it sounds a lot like yours but I have booked in gp just to be on the safe side, I can only feel it when warm and pushing the testicle to the left in order to feel the back/side next to the epididymis and it's only a cm away from it, does this sound like how yours was ?

  • Hey umali, this is quite an old thread but hoping that i would get some sort of response

    recently i found a small lump in my right testicle,  i would compare it when i first found it to like the size of the small millions sweets you get. at first to even find it was hard and had to press hard hut to me it seems like it's gotten bigger but that could be due to me constantly pressing and feeling it but has relatively stayed the same size.

    it located right near the epididymis probably on it or under it but it definitely feels like it's on the testicle. it feels like i can move the 'bag of tubes' away and still feel it directly on my testicle.

    just wanted to ask did your cyst feel like it was on the testicle itself and not on the tubes attached to the testicle?

    im changing doctors at the moment and am being told it will take a week before i can book an appointment because of the transfer and the anxiety and overthinking is killing me as im thinking the worst.

    hope to get a reply if not i hope everyone is well

  • Good afternoon!

    That's correct! So mine felt near the epididymis and felt like it was on my testicle. Something to keep in mind is that the Epididymis is connected to the testicle and it could be on the part that's literally attached to it. As if its "laying" on top of the testicle.

    Repeatedly trying to feel for it will absolutely make it feel like its getting "bigger" because you're more aware of it. I had a similar thing.

    At the end of it, it was a benign cyst (there were multiple apparently) through an Ultrasound. I'm sorry that your anxiety is making you feel all sorts. Its not an easy feeling and I fully empathise with how you are feeling right now.

    Hopefully you can get your doctors sorted as soon as possible and get that examination in! I'd recommend asking for an Ultrasound to help put your mind at ease as well.

    Cheers

    Umali

  • Good evening :)

    Firstly I would really like to thank you for responding to my messages as well as all other people's messages that are going to the same anxiety and problems it really means a lot to those who have to deal with anxiety

    It seems that I have left it for a while and tried not to touch it and this morning I had a look and it feels like it has gone less as it's much more difficult to find even though I still feel some sort of bump or lump.

    It's behind the testicle and feels like it is on or very near the epididymis or but I can feel veins or something that is connected to the testicle and it's adjacent to that on the testicle so even though my anxiety has completely not gone it has relaxed a little knowing that it seems to have calmed down a lot more. 

    I have no other symptoms such as the lower back pains or lack of appetite or even a sense of heaviness in the scrotum I have had very mild very noticeable pain on that side of the testicle but that may be because I'm consistently poking and prodding it which can't be healthy lol.

    I'll be leaving it for a few more days and if I feel the same sort of anxiety as I did a few days ago I will be making an appointment with my doctor.

    I just wanted to ask do you still have the same problem and can you still feel it? Does it bother you in any way and does it cause any pain? 

    Once again I would really like to thank you you and let you know that there are a lot of people especially on this thread that I appreciate you taking your time out and giving us responses :)

    May God protect people like you