My First Colposcopy after Abnormal Smear - Don't Worry!!

Hello,

I felt I should write something here on this forum regarding my first Colposcopy. There never seems to be a follow up when somebody has had a colposcopy and I would like to share my experience with you.

It all started when I had my very first abnormal smear result. My previous 2 smear tests had been normal.

My first reaction was panic! I started to google cervical cancer and was left in a state of anxiety. I was convinced that this was it for me.

It didn't help that my abnormal smear was showing high grade dyskaryosis, the words "high grade" were very upsetting.

After 2 weeks of waiting and worrying my colposcopy appointement had arrived. I was a bag of nerves whilst in the waiting room. All I could think is this is really going to hurt and scared that the Dr was going to tell me I had the big C!


When my name was called I thought "this is it, my fate will be decided now". The Dr sat down with me and the first thing he said was, "you do not have cancer". In my mind I was thinking, you haven't even had a look yet, how do you know?

Basically, an abnormal smear comes about from a change in the cells of your cervix. It does not mean you have cancer. It can take up to 20 years for cancer to develop and that's only IF the cervical cancer is activated.

The Dr explained alot to me and made me feel at ease. Next it was the colposcopy......

My advise is to wear a long lose fitting skirt like I did, otherwise you'll have to walk from the little changing room to the chair with you little tush hanging out!

I had to sit in a big chair that had to bits either side to put my legs on. All you need to think is how many women have colposcopy's everyday and what the Dr is seeing is no more than what he or she sees everyday. That is what they are qualified in.

The nurse then helps you get comfortable and stays right by your side all the way through it.

When you are ready, the Dr puts the same kind of speculum inside you that is used for your smear test, then there is a kind of funny looking set of binoculars thing that sits on the outside of you vagina, they do not go inside. The Dr then opens you up.

THIS DOES NOT HURT - It may feel a bit uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt. It feels no different to the smear.

I didn't need any treatment so I cannot comment on that but I did however need a biopsy - which again didn't hurt. I was told to do a huge cough on the count of 3 and that was it, biopsy done.

I would recommend looking at the screen to the side of you, of your cervix so you can see what the Dr is seeing, he/she can then explain to you the condition of your cervix.

This all took less than 15 minutes.

You should take a sanitary towel with you as afterwards there can be some blood or discharge.

For the rest of that day I had period cramps which is normal. They can last 2 to 3 days - everybody is different. You will also have a brown coloured discharge. This can last 3-4 days - again everybody is different.

So to conclude - The worry comes from not knowing. If this is all new to you then worry is at the top of your list but now I have had it done once, I know what to expect if it happens again in the future and I KNOW it isn't half as bad as you expect it to be.

I hope this has helped a few women out there and if you have any questions please contact me and I'll try to answer them for you.

Thank you.

  • Hey Kat12. 

    I am happy to see you are available. I was wondering how are you getting on ? I am really anxious and can't cope with work or anything xx

  • Ironically I'm currently in clinic awaiting cold coagulation after being monitored for almost 2 1/2 years. What is causing your anxiety?

  • Aw. Thank you so much for getting back to me. I can see you are still going though it. I hope everything is going to be fine and I have read your posts and how much you went through. 

    I had my Colposcopy and they took biopsy. I'm waiting for results back. During examine they predicted I was CIN1 or 2. The doctor didnt seem concerned of anything but it's not helped me with the panic attack. 

    I was wondering, if they say you will be fine and nothing of concern, should I worry so much ? I never did smear before and this is my first one and shocking. 

    Xxx 

     

  • I’m sorry I wasn’t able to reassure you when we chatted before. If your doctor, the expert, is not worried, why are you still panicking? The doctor is predicting you have some abnormal cells. These can be easily treated if necessary. Perhaps you need some help with your anxiety, because you shouldn’t be worrying so much, no. x

  • Can I ask how old you are? As this is huge factor that will affect the route of treatment. 

  • Hey lovely Minska. 

    I am sorry, it's just i am so in pannic and thought maybe I will find more people to talk to , including yourself. 

    I know you said I wasn't told anything bad which is a good thing. The anxiety is so powerful and overcomes me. 

    I also received earlier a call from my doctor and she told me the same that I shouldn't worry  and that their record shows no concerns. 

    It's just everytime I think about Biopsy results and it puts me down and I am thinking the doctor didn't want to scare me. But they sound so reassuring and it's me again in my own mind. 

    I believe I should trust you all it will be fine. Xx 

     

  • Hey Kat12. How did it all go for you today ? 

    I just turn 28 last week 9 March. I did have a bad party , just depressed everyone which is not so good. But they forgave me after realizing how scare I am . Ahhh xxxx 

  • Yes, thought that might be the case. If you're found to have CIN1 or CIN2 under the age of 30, they will monitor you for up to 2 years. This is because changes are still happening naturally to your cervix, which is why you might currently show abnormalities, but your body may fight these off itself.

    When you go for your appointment you will likely have a colposcopy. It's similar to your smear, but more accurate. The will then do tests and find if it is CIN1 or CIN2.

    Within 6 months, they'll then likely invite you for another colposcopy where they take biopsies. They sound scarier than they are!!!! Small ones, you can't even feel, large ones are like a small unexpected pinch, that might make you jump, but once it's over, it's over.

    Again, they're likely want to monitor you every 5-6 months for any changes until you're 30. If you make improvements, you won't need any treatment and are likely to need a smear every 6 months with your GP.

    If your abnormalities get worse, they'll do treatment immediately. And if the abnormalities neither improve or worsen, they'll monitor you until you're 30 and then do treatment. The latter is what I've faced today, as I'm 30 next month.

    It's a very scary time for you, where no matter what anyone says, you're going to be so anxious, but if you take any advice, please be assured you're in the best position. Your abnormalities are known. You're under the best care by the specialists. You're being monitored. There are so many women walking around who don't know they have abnormal cells, that aren't receiving care, that aren't being monitored.

    If there is anything I can do to help at all, please let me know. Whether it's answering questions, describing procedures, etc. 

    Kat x

  • Kat, really appreciate your time to talk to me. 

    I've had Colposcopy on 2nd March and they took Biopsy ( 2 or 3 pinches they did ) 

    Was not offered any treatment as due to my age. The doctor was not concerned of anything dangerous and predicted between CN1 or 2 and said that treatment might not be needed. 

    Than I went home and read and again read, and make myself crazy. 

    I am awaiting Biopsy results which is the biggest pain of waiting .  If don't mind me asking, when you had Biopsy done, did the result come as what the doctor predicted at the examine during Colposcopy and smear?