My First Colposcopy after Abnormal Smear - Don't Worry!!

Hello,

I felt I should write something here on this forum regarding my first Colposcopy. There never seems to be a follow up when somebody has had a colposcopy and I would like to share my experience with you.

It all started when I had my very first abnormal smear result. My previous 2 smear tests had been normal.

My first reaction was panic! I started to google cervical cancer and was left in a state of anxiety. I was convinced that this was it for me.

It didn't help that my abnormal smear was showing high grade dyskaryosis, the words "high grade" were very upsetting.

After 2 weeks of waiting and worrying my colposcopy appointement had arrived. I was a bag of nerves whilst in the waiting room. All I could think is this is really going to hurt and scared that the Dr was going to tell me I had the big C!


When my name was called I thought "this is it, my fate will be decided now". The Dr sat down with me and the first thing he said was, "you do not have cancer". In my mind I was thinking, you haven't even had a look yet, how do you know?

Basically, an abnormal smear comes about from a change in the cells of your cervix. It does not mean you have cancer. It can take up to 20 years for cancer to develop and that's only IF the cervical cancer is activated.

The Dr explained alot to me and made me feel at ease. Next it was the colposcopy......

My advise is to wear a long lose fitting skirt like I did, otherwise you'll have to walk from the little changing room to the chair with you little tush hanging out!

I had to sit in a big chair that had to bits either side to put my legs on. All you need to think is how many women have colposcopy's everyday and what the Dr is seeing is no more than what he or she sees everyday. That is what they are qualified in.

The nurse then helps you get comfortable and stays right by your side all the way through it.

When you are ready, the Dr puts the same kind of speculum inside you that is used for your smear test, then there is a kind of funny looking set of binoculars thing that sits on the outside of you vagina, they do not go inside. The Dr then opens you up.

THIS DOES NOT HURT - It may feel a bit uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt. It feels no different to the smear.

I didn't need any treatment so I cannot comment on that but I did however need a biopsy - which again didn't hurt. I was told to do a huge cough on the count of 3 and that was it, biopsy done.

I would recommend looking at the screen to the side of you, of your cervix so you can see what the Dr is seeing, he/she can then explain to you the condition of your cervix.

This all took less than 15 minutes.

You should take a sanitary towel with you as afterwards there can be some blood or discharge.

For the rest of that day I had period cramps which is normal. They can last 2 to 3 days - everybody is different. You will also have a brown coloured discharge. This can last 3-4 days - again everybody is different.

So to conclude - The worry comes from not knowing. If this is all new to you then worry is at the top of your list but now I have had it done once, I know what to expect if it happens again in the future and I KNOW it isn't half as bad as you expect it to be.

I hope this has helped a few women out there and if you have any questions please contact me and I'll try to answer them for you.

Thank you.

  • Hi love, thanks, the nurses were lovely and made me feel at ease straight away, I had the LLETZ there and then.......she said it looks like Cin2 or Cin3.....I've got a telephone appt on 22nd and 6 monthly smears, Ive got period pain like cramps so dosed up on paracetamol and watching tele in bed (haven't had these pains in over 6yrs so it's knocked me a bit) and no heavy lifting for 2 weeks.....so glad I had it done and watched the whole thing on the screen  

  • Hi, how have you been after LLETZ? 
    I got my biopsy results back, mine was CIN 3. Waiting for an appointment for LLETZ now 

    hooe you're doing okay x

  • Hi, I'm good thanks, no problems other than I still can't lift anything heavy for a couple of days (not easy when you work with children and they want picking up all the time ‍♀️) I've got a telephone appointment tomorrow evening to discuss results but pretty sure it's CiN3 as well, the procedure isn't that bad at all, I found having my smear worse! Hope all goes well for you xx

  • Hey hope it's okay to post I've been reading your story I've just had same results from my smear test three children I'm 30 been with my partner 11 years just wondering because I'm worried sick how your getting on I've not even had my appointment yet 

  • Hello hope it's okay to post I've just received same results as you basically from my smear test haven't even got my appointment yet but I'm worried sick three children and a partner of 11 years just wondering how your doing got my letter yesterday I haven't slept or eaten my anxiety is threw the roof x

  • Hi Lilys2021, I had my LLETZ 3 weeks ago and I'm doing great, I had my results from it via phone on Tuesday and she said it's CiN3 so I have to have another smear in 6 months to check it's not come back, if it does I have to have the LLETZ again ‍♀️, it wasn't painful or uncomfortable at all, I know exactly how you feel, I have 3 kids and a fiancé of 7 years I cried and couldn't face eating the whole weekend before my appt, I'm just glad I went for my smear as I missed the last one so first one I've had in 6 years! ‍♀️, I'm a very open person and work with all women, after speaking to them, 4 of them have booked in for their overdue smears ans one woman is 4 years overdue hers, even my sister has booked one so I feel I've done some good.......please try not to worry (easier said than done) the whole thing took 10 minutes xxx

  • Thankyou for you reply I got my letter yesterday morning after a lovely morning with my family completely ruined my weekend I've been crying since no one to talk to other than my partner and my mum can't call the doctors till tomra I can't eat sleep and I feel really poorly since finding out my results but don't know if it's anxiety I've always had a normal smear this was my third one and came back HPV postive and high grade cells I'm beside my self keep thinking it's cancer and my kids are going to lose me it's a horrible horrible thought (crying whilst typing) I'm glad you feeling good and making a recovery all the best for your next smear I'm dreading my appointment xxx

  • Please try not to worry I know it's hard, I did all the googling I could and spent an entire weekend searching everything! High grade cells are NOT cancer, they are abnormal cells which left untreated would likely turn into cancer in a time frame of 10-20 years!!.....talking does help and you'll be surprised how common it actually is, I told my mum and she said "oh yeah your aunt has that" a work colleague said "I've got that too" I felt so much better knowing it was so common......I watched the whole procedure on the screen and found it fascinating haha, only downside is you can't lift for 2 weeks (I work with children and couldn't pick them up) and also no nookie for 4 weeks (my partners going insane!) I'm always here to chat love and I know exactly what you're going through and all the negative thoughts you're having, I had them myself (my partners first words when I told him were "I can't lose you" (we lost his brother to cancer last year) try to remain as positive as you can, it's been found and it can and will be treated, I got my letter on a Thursday and had my appt the following Tuesday so I panicked wondering why they had to do it so quick but they have to treat high grade within 2 weeks so perfectly normal procedure xxx

  • Honestly it's so nice to hear that someone going though it too I feel so alone i ment to be going away in weeks time this has completely put everything in the air will they do the treatment there and then or will the take biopsy first I'm thinking of my hoilday 

    im up and down today it's more of a shock because I've always had good smears then I got pregnant after second smear and had a hard time getting pregnant with her and bleeding during pregnancy my smear was a year after I had her so I'm wondering if that pregnancy has done something made the HPV cause havoc which I never knew I had which also baffles me and my partner my three little ones keep asking why I'm sad I'm trying to stay positive but it's so hard when is your next smear xxx

  • Hi, they did mine there and then, I know another lady who posted said she had to wait as she has a coil in......next smear is December I think I got sent a copy of the letter they've sent to my gp so they'll send me a reminder when it's due.......If they do it there and then I got told no baths or swimming for 2 weeks so I don't know if this would affect your holiday?.....honestly try and stay positive, they've found it and will get rid of it and then its check ups.......this is the whole reason they do smears, also I read 80% of women have HPV and don't even know......at least we know xx