My First Colposcopy after Abnormal Smear - Don't Worry!!

Hello,

I felt I should write something here on this forum regarding my first Colposcopy. There never seems to be a follow up when somebody has had a colposcopy and I would like to share my experience with you.

It all started when I had my very first abnormal smear result. My previous 2 smear tests had been normal.

My first reaction was panic! I started to google cervical cancer and was left in a state of anxiety. I was convinced that this was it for me.

It didn't help that my abnormal smear was showing high grade dyskaryosis, the words "high grade" were very upsetting.

After 2 weeks of waiting and worrying my colposcopy appointement had arrived. I was a bag of nerves whilst in the waiting room. All I could think is this is really going to hurt and scared that the Dr was going to tell me I had the big C!


When my name was called I thought "this is it, my fate will be decided now". The Dr sat down with me and the first thing he said was, "you do not have cancer". In my mind I was thinking, you haven't even had a look yet, how do you know?

Basically, an abnormal smear comes about from a change in the cells of your cervix. It does not mean you have cancer. It can take up to 20 years for cancer to develop and that's only IF the cervical cancer is activated.

The Dr explained alot to me and made me feel at ease. Next it was the colposcopy......

My advise is to wear a long lose fitting skirt like I did, otherwise you'll have to walk from the little changing room to the chair with you little tush hanging out!

I had to sit in a big chair that had to bits either side to put my legs on. All you need to think is how many women have colposcopy's everyday and what the Dr is seeing is no more than what he or she sees everyday. That is what they are qualified in.

The nurse then helps you get comfortable and stays right by your side all the way through it.

When you are ready, the Dr puts the same kind of speculum inside you that is used for your smear test, then there is a kind of funny looking set of binoculars thing that sits on the outside of you vagina, they do not go inside. The Dr then opens you up.

THIS DOES NOT HURT - It may feel a bit uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt. It feels no different to the smear.

I didn't need any treatment so I cannot comment on that but I did however need a biopsy - which again didn't hurt. I was told to do a huge cough on the count of 3 and that was it, biopsy done.

I would recommend looking at the screen to the side of you, of your cervix so you can see what the Dr is seeing, he/she can then explain to you the condition of your cervix.

This all took less than 15 minutes.

You should take a sanitary towel with you as afterwards there can be some blood or discharge.

For the rest of that day I had period cramps which is normal. They can last 2 to 3 days - everybody is different. You will also have a brown coloured discharge. This can last 3-4 days - again everybody is different.

So to conclude - The worry comes from not knowing. If this is all new to you then worry is at the top of your list but now I have had it done once, I know what to expect if it happens again in the future and I KNOW it isn't half as bad as you expect it to be.

I hope this has helped a few women out there and if you have any questions please contact me and I'll try to answer them for you.

Thank you.

  • Hey VJM, 

    Sorry to hear all you've been through, but it's good this page has helped you out. I'd say a second biopsy is being taken to ensure the CIN3 has completely cleared following your LLETZ. As you said, your cervix looked clear until the results from the biopsy showed up with CIN3. They don't want to just do a smear or colposcopy and tell you it is clear, when a biopsy can be given that will be a more detailed check. That would be my take on it. Is this going to be around April. Hope everything goes well. Kat x

  • Hey kat thank you so much for replying to my post yeah that makes sense actually I was just also concerned at how they could say it was completely removed if they couldn't see anything im only 27 aswell 2 little ones and get so much anxiety about stuff with health and no they don't want to see me till June the 7th wich is like 6 months away which I think is a bit far but suppose there not to concerned if there leaving it that long xxxxxxx

  • thank you for this as it has helped me relax

  • This has put my mind at ease so much thank you very much x

  • Hi everyone, I just found this thread which has been good for putting my mind at ease a little. 
    I had my smear done before Christmas and have never received my results (despite contacting gp surgery, with them explaining there are delays). Today I had a phone call asking me to come to an outpatient appointment this Friday. She never said what exactly would happen, but that it was for a "second opinion". That it may be a chat, may be a check or may be a procedure done under local anaesthetic if required. I'm assuming after reading this thread that I am going for a colposcopy. 
    I understand the process a little based on what I've read here but my worry is how quickly I've been asked to come for an appointment. The lady told me she'd received my referral today and had a cancellation on Friday. My cynical and terrified mind is reading this that my smear has been so bad they want to see me as soon as possible. 
    I've been pretty upset since the call - probably more so because I wasn't prepared for it as I'd never received a letter or any indication from my GP there had been an issue with my smear results. 
    Am I reading too much into it all? 
    Would a letter with my smear results contain any results (I'm in Scotland)? I'm hoping this might come in the post tomorrow.

    Thanks to anyone reading. Xx

  • Hi Jo, 

    Similar to what I went though having the phone call for an emergency appointment before the results. It's likely your smear has come back with signs of CIN2 or CIN3. If you wouldn't mind, how old are you? CIN2 is common in those under 30. I've posted further details on this above. Hope you're okay. There is lots of really helpful info from a lot of lovely ladies on here.

    Kat x

  • Hi Kat, I really appreciate your reply. I've just turned 36. I will have a look through your comments above - thank you xx

  • Hi I'm in a very similar situation just wondered any news on how things went , best wishes x

  • Hi fluffy I'm in a very similar situation high grade cgin cells and hpv just wondered where you are in any treatment plan , best wishes xx

  • I have my first colposcopy in 2 days, I'm sick with anxiety, the doctor said my changes are borderline low grade changes but I'm terrified that when I go there on Wednesday they're going to give me some horrible news, I can't calm down, I don't know what to do, thanks for reading.