About a month ago I felt a hard very deep lump in my right armpit, I think it is moveable as it rolls under my fingers but it’s completely painless. I went to the GP and she confirmed a possible cystic lump around 1cm-1.5cm (this was around two weeks ago) and referred me to the breast clinic. I forgot to mention it to my GP but I have noticed as well if I squeeze my nipple some hard white discharge does come out but I had put that down to having nipple piercings that healed funky. (I have since taken them out!)

I’ve got no other symptoms, just this lump, again it’s super deep in my armpit, almost touching where my breast and arm meet. 

I do feel the lump is has grown since then and I have my one stop breast clinic this week but I feel sick with worry, I’m so young and I still have so much life I want to do first but I can’t help feeling like I need to prepare for the worst. All I’ve been doing is scrolling online and seeing young girls like me diagnosed with cancer that’s spread everywhere and there was nothing they could do for them, I’m so beyond terrified and I have anxiety disorder so the waiting has been so intense. 

I don’t even know why I’m posting this, suppose I’m just looking for positive stories regardless of the outcome.