Hi, I’m a new mum - 5 months post partum, only managed to breast feed for 1 month then into formula as my supply dwindled.
I am full of anxiety, bringing me to tears everytime I hold my baby girl, or think about the referral. I am so scared and am so anxious, I only have 2 more days until my appointment at the breast clinic but I have spiralled on Google and everything sounds so sinister and scary and now I’m afraid I won’t see my baby girl grow up and she will grow up not even remembering me. We worked so hard to get her, lost 2 pregnancies, had IVF and she is the most perfect beautiful blessing I could have ever got and I’m afraid she won’t know who I am and o won’t see her grown up, won’t be able to hold her or cuddle her. And I know this sounds like I’ve been given bad news but this is what is constantly going round my head even though it’s just a check up because I woke up one morning with my left nipple inverted, as soon as I stood up it righted itself and hasn’t happened again since that I have noticed but it’s just the fear and the anxiety and I don’t know what to do about it, it’s out of control I am really afraid, I’m trying to busy myself but it’s still what’s constantly going through my mind. Please if anyone else has had an inverted nipple 5 months post partum and everything has been fine let me know! I really need to hear some good news from people to help settle my mind as everything on Google is the worst case scenario but I can’t help but keep looking trying to find something that tells me I am going to be fine. I don’t think I can wait another 2 days the anxiety is driving me crazy.
