Hi Pandora13 and a warm welcome to Cancer Chat, 

I am sorry to hear you find yourself in this rather unsettling place, being told that you have a precursor for leukaemia without knowing for sure at the moment what the exact diagnosis might be. It's difficult to be in your position in pre-diagnosis potentially for years or forever and I can imagine it might make you a little bit anxious. 

I hope that you will hear from other members of our community who have been in the same boat before and have found themselves in this situation - it helps sometimes to talk to others who have been told something similar. 

If you wanted to talk things through or ask questions to one of our nurses, there is a free helpline you can call on 0808 800 4040 - it is open Monday to Friday from 9am to 5pm so don't hesitate to get in touch with them at any point. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator