Hi and I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I know it feels overwhelming but there is support available for you. First of all, please take a look at this page - https://www.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-information-and-support/supporting-someone - which lists help you can get in your situation. Also https://www.carersuk.org/ has help available for those caring for others. These places offer practical and emotional support, so you don't have to deal with this alone. Please take care of yourself too. You need to eat properly to keep up your strength. I understand that you're finding that difficult at the moment, but please don't neglect your own health. We're here on this forum to help too, so please let us know what help you need, so we can direct you to the right places. Don't forget to rest and be kind to yourself. Gill xx