Hi Crazyalpaca, 

I am so sorry this has caused you so much anxiety. It's reassuring that they have told you that this is nothing sinister after they scanned those lymph nodes. You did the right thing in telling the ENT consultant about this pea sized hard fixed lump on the left side of your neck just above the collarbone. I think it would be worth sharing your anxiety about these lymph nodes with your doctor or consultant and asking them to tell you whether there is nothing to worry about even if those 3 areas are enlarged. They will be able to tell you more and hopefully put your mind at rest that there is nothing of concern. If you feel that you are not getting clarity or answers, it's always worth getting a second opinion. 

I hope that you will hear from other members of our community who have been through something similar in the past and that they will be along shortly to share their story with you. 

Everything crossed for you that you get the reassurance you need on this and that it all turns out to be nothing concerning. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator