Hi everyone 

Had to have an urgent referral for a positive fit test after having some blood in stool

Was booked in for a colonoscopy  this morning hoovered once got there and just before was due to change to go down had a major panick /anxiety attack

The guy doing the test was amazing and listen while I bawled like a child he said while I was body ready to have the colonoscopy  physiologically i wasnt and said he would refer me for the virtual ct colonoscopy  and go from there 

Anyone else had this or just me 

I feel stupid for not being able to tolerate it even though I know its needed