Welcome to the Cancer Chat forum, although I'm sorry to hear that you're awaiting a possible cancer diagnosis. We know that for many people this period of waiting and uncertainty can be really difficult but it's great to hear that you have a positive mental attitude, as undoubtedly this will stand you in good stead.
Has the team said how long you may have to wait for your results? Hopefully it won't be too long and they will be able to give you some reassurance when you next speak with them.
In the meantime if it would help to talk things through with one of our nurses, you're welcome to call them on 0808 800 4040, Monday to Friday 9am to 5pm. I know they will be happy to listen and offer any advice, information and support they can.
Do keep in touch Carole and let us know how you get on.
I think lots of people will understand how putting things down in writing can be helpful. It's quite therapeutic and can help to make sense of all that you're carrying in your head at the moment.
We know that lots of people turn to the internet when they have health concerns. What I would say is try and stick to reliable, science-based resources such as Cancer Research UK, Macmillan and Bowel Cancer UK. There is a lot of outdated, inaccurate or downright scary information that can be found online, which likely won't help you to keep that positive mental attitude that you're working hard to maintain.
Do let us know how you get on on Friday and hopefully you will have some answers and reassurance soon.
