Hello Shanah1990, 

What a worrying time it must be for you and I can imagine you are feeling in limbo at the moment waiting for this important appointment with the consultant to discuss your results. How bizarre it must have been for you to explain that you had that ovary removed and you must be indeed wondering what it was she saw in the ultrasound that looked like an ovary. I know it's really hard but try if you can not to worry too much about the HPV and borderline cell changes as these can be easily dealt with when you have the colposcopy. There is information on our website on HPV as well as on abnormal cervical cells which I hope you will find useful and reassuring. 

It's completely understandable that you are feeling so worried especially if ovarian, bladder and bowel cancer run in your family but try if you can not to anticipate the worst. Many members of our community will have had experience of abnormal smear results and cell changes or perhaps someone else on here will have been through something similar and I hope that they will be along shortly to share their story. 

While you are waiting, I thought I would share with you these helpful tips to help you cope while waiting for important news. Try if you can to stay well away from the temptation to look things up on Google as this will only make you feel more anxious and will never give you any reliable answers. 

Keeping everything crossed for you for good and reassuring results.

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator