Hard lymphnode left clavicle. So scared

Hi there i found a very hard immovable lump above left collarbone. Dr confirmed its lymphnode. Urgent reverral and bloods and xray. She looked worried.

Im so scared. Online says thie is the worst location and ive had dodgy smears for years. Apparently this can be a sign of malignant cancer in lower body. 18 months ago had severe smear but clear biopsy. Im scared they missed something and i have malignant cancer.

Has anyone else got any stories or advice. I really think im going to die. Cant concentrate.

  • Hi Elcapitan913 and welcome to the forum.

    I'm sorry to hear about the lump that was found and for the worry this is causing.

    So many of our members have contended with the very difficult thoughts and emotions this situation can bring, so you are not alone Elcapitan913, and I'm sure it won't be long until some of them stop by to share their experiences and advice.

    I know you said you're finding it hard to concentrate, so maybe it would help to talk things through with one of our cancer nurses? They're available Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m on 0808 800 4040, and they will do all they can to address your concerns and put your mind at ease whilst you wait.

    I hope some of the advice given in this guide on how to cope with waiting for news will help as well but in the meantime, we're sending you all our support Elcapitan913 and will have our fingers crossed everything will be o.k.

    Kind regards,

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator