Just had mastectomy a few days ago with immediate reconstruction with an expander implant. I don’t think I’ve made the right choice now. I wish I had just gone flat. Due to other pressures in life I didn’t have proper time to make my decision and give enough thought to what I wanted. It’s such a weird feeling even tho it’s not healed or been expanded yet. I don’t think I’m ever going to make friends with my new boob. It’s very sore as expected but just don’t like the thought of a foreign object in my chest wall. I’m 59 and actually am not that concerned about my outward appearance anymore so Im definitely thinking Inmade the wrong choice.
