OK so like 3 years ago I was watching tv when I felt my neck and it felt like there was a section on the side of it that was slightly raised now the thing is absolutely nobody can feel this but me my doctors my parents my friends My sonographer all had issues feeling it. Anyways I went to the doctor after 2 years of freaking out because I finally gained confidence after getting my heart checked out. I also did get them checked out after 3 months of having them (I forgot) but I my doctor felt them said that it's ok and sent me for a blood test to reassure me came back fine. Anyways 2 years later I'm at a new doctor (unintentional second opinion ig) she said they felt reactive and that they were on BOTH sides on my neck which I never knew but I can feel them now ig. She said they're reactive too and that if have symptoms by now if it was something but I got more bloods done which came back normal and then I got a ultrasound and the sonographer said "You have many tiny lymph nodes" and at it was nothing to worry about. My Og doctor took a look at the ultrasound and she concluded that "my ultrasound was very reassuring and that my lymph nodes looked normal" but here's the thing, they frickin hurt so bad after getting them felt by the second doctor I don't know if she was really digging in but I was kinda aching around my neck and collarbone afterwards. Yhe thing is I've felt them everyday and they haven't grown by my knowledge but I've felt new ones but that just might be me exploring my neck a little more, one is below my ear, one is like on my spinal neck part and one isike on that weird like bone thing that comes down your neck (I'm no doctor clearly). I'm FREAKKKING OUT and I can't deal with this anymore sometimes they do ache and I don't know why is it because I touching them lots? Also they feel more prevalent sometimes than others sometimes they feel really tiny and loveable and soft other times they feel harder and less moveable, size wise from what I c feel they're like a thinner baked bean not like a kidney bean and some of them feel like a pea. What the heck even Is a reactive lymph node meant to feel like broooo. Also I got bloods done recently like 3 and half vials which is the most blood tests left me from a blood test this was just to make sure I had anxiety and not something else before I get put on beta blockers (never went on them LOL) but I remember it was checking my bones and my thyroid and like a whole influx of other organs and they were normal. So maybe I'm just freaking out too much but why do they cause aches!?!?!?!?!?! :*(
