Hi. My husband had a colonoscopy on Sunday and was told they think he has cancer in his transverse colon which is “big” at 5cm and will require surgery. He is waiting for a CT scan and an appointment after the MDT have discussed his case. I am absolutely heartbroken and finding it hard to cope. He didn’t even have any bowel symptoms apart from a tummy ache and weight loss. No bleeding, no change in habits. It was the fatigue that made him go to the dr. Google is scaring the life out of me. I have always thought big cancer is bad cancer but the dr said size doesn’t always matter. That’s not what Google is telling me, even on some of the cancer sites such as this. All I’m finding is that fatigue will mean it’s advanced as well. He has a cough as well and although he’s had a lung scan that’s clear I’m convinced it’s metastasised. Apart from that he is well in himself and has his appetite back. Is this the calm before the storm?. I’m so confused and desperate for this CT scan although I’m not sure I want the results.