I nearly didn’t go yesterday as the lump I’d found I couldn’t find and think it was just like a heamatoma from a bruise I’d received from a kick in the chest from a sheep when shearing as I’d had to wait for the app I thought I’d still go just in case I’m so glad I did as she found a lump in the same breast as I had but different place got a phone call and booked to see hospital next weds. I’ve already been waiting 8 months to see a neurologist as I could have Parkinson’s and there’s possibly another 3 months I’ve got to hear about my app as they are only doing last Octobers now 

I was unable to sleep last night with my head saying all different things how am I going to cope with all this on top .

sorry I know there are people far worse than myself I’m trying to put a brave face on and go about my day I’m not sitting around moping but I am scared of the outcome