Thank you, I hope your daughter gets good news in January at her appointment as to having her surgery. I think I will be the same when chemotherapy is finished, that you just want this awful disease out of your body. I am starting to stress about starting the chemotherapy on Thursday morning. I am staying positive and will keep up with my meditations and affirmations. Please give my best wishes to your daughter.

Annemarie xx

Good morning how are you and your daughter doing? My appt got changed to tomorrow at 10.30, im really anxious now as I know I can't put the stoma out of my mind anymore , I've tried to forget about it and noone spoke to me about it so I'm just googling and getting myself down about it , see what tomorrow brings...same as usual no choice sending love xxx

Hi there, did they tell you before your chemo that when you have your surgery there may be a chance you could need a stoma bag? It doesn’t always happen but if it does it may only be temporary. I know it is really worrying before appointments but try and stay positive you have come this far with great results. I have my pre chemotherapy assessment tomorrow and then chemotherapy on Thursday morning. I am the same feeling so anxious because I have been reading about all the side effects that I could possibly get. But I know I need to get through this to then have the surgery. Thinking of you.xx

Hi yeah there was talk of stoma but at the time I hadn't started chemo so I didn't want to think that far ahead, just thought get through chemo then deal with what comes next , I sort of think it's a definite with it being rectal cancer , yeah I've read about reversal too , im sure all will become more clear tomorrow , I had chemo through i.v. for 2 hrs then 2 wks of capecitabine tabs then a week off , it wasn't as bad as I imagined it would be neuropathy and taking the tablets was the worst part for me , what chemo are you having ? I hope all goes well for you , I do tend to read on here that nothing is as bad as the waiting, hopefully you will feel less anxious when you get going , I know I def did ..sending love xx

I am having Oxaliplatin and Folinic acid. I had a picc line fitted last Thursday and will have an infusion started at hospital for between 2-4hrs then I can go home and the infusion will run for 48 hrs then then the district nurse will come in on Saturday and disconnect it. This will happen every two weeks for three months. Hopefully by then the tumour has shrunk enough to be removed, if not they said I will have 1 week old 5 ten minute sessions of radiotherapy but only if needed. Then surgery for bowel tumour and I will need a second operation for a tiny spot on my liver to be resectioned. I will have to get the second operation in Edinburgh royal as the liver specialists are there.So if I need to have a temporary stoma and if it saves my life then I would do anything. The list of side effects of the chemo that the oncologist told me about were scary. Please let me know how you get on tomorrow. Sending you hugs xxx

Hi my daughter is having the same treatment as you.  She has 6 in total, 2 more to go.  Scans on the 20 January, line you if the tumour has not shrunk enough then radiotherapy. My daughter is only 26 x

That is so young and she has a little girl, that must be so difficult for her. I’m sure with you being there with her through all of this will keep her strong and positive. I think we all must stay positive as this is what will get us through it. I am dreading the chemo but it need to be done. I think when the oncologist said I was high risk because of brain aneurysms and atrial fibrillation and one of the side effects is blood clots. But I don’t want to think of what if and keep focused that the treatment will work. How is your daughter with treatment so far? Thinking of you and your daughter. xx

They had to reduce the dose as thd first 2rounds just wiped her out, she has coped much better since they lowered the dose. She is anxious about the scans, just hope the chemo has done enough x

I am glad they have reduced mine to two also, I’m glad as really dont think I would have managed three with my allergies. I think everyone would feel the same after chemo. Xx