I will do her appointment is at 11 xx

Hi how did your daughter get on today? Hope all went well xx

It was just bloods today she didn’t see her oncologist , how are you feeling? Xx

Not too bad , still sore hands but definitely eased from fri , feel tired today but had a good walk so to be expected , has her pain eased from earlier? Xx

Not sure I haven’t been able to speak with her today xx

Hopefully she's resting if she can, so hard for you , I've been out with my mum today and don't really think I've taken in the impact on her, and everyone around me xx

It is tough I just want this to be all over, but I know we have a long way to go yet and surgery x

Hi just opened letter my scans are on the 5th Dec! I'm a bit stressed as thought would be towards end of month but obviously sooner the better ! Hope you're all ok xx

Hi Beverley

Sorry to hear about all of your trauma. I didn't know chemo can affect the kidneys. I suppose it would/could. I have nothing compared to a lot of people (I think - not confirmed, well I don't have a clue right now), but I have had CKD for over 20 years and I am protective of my kidneys, thus. Hmmm. A complication. I am already saying no to most things. I cancelled everything in my diary that I could, just with the stress of waiting, which has been over 4 months. That alone is enough to send a person crazy. It sent me crazy, especially with the information being so minimal, varying and confusing. I am so pleased your surgery went well and I am so sorry you now face such a difficult decision regarding your kidney health. Wow, the pressure is phenomenal. I feel for you.