Let me preface this with I suffer for a severe panic disorder so I am currently a complete wreck over this. 

So a couple of weeks ok after some intimate time with my partner I noticed my right pierced nipple was sore. I put this down to him being a bit too enthusiastic with it. 

It’s was a sore but went away. Then about 2 weeks ago I notice a glad in my armpit was raised and sore. This literally went away the next day. 

Then about a week ago I’ve noticed red/purple very small dots on the right side of my red breast(kind of looks like a few bug bites) There was no pain, itchiness and they are flat not raised. No weeping or anything, no lumps. 

I went to docs who did a good feel and said nothing about feeling a lump, she said it could be a skin infection but she would refer me to the breast clinic to get it checked. 

Next thing I know I check my NHS app and I’ve got information leaflets about suspected cancer and I can see the refferal form she has put through for me where she has checked the box that says I have a lump! 

Again she never discussed anything like this with me so when I saw this I have been majorly panicking. 

My appointment is this coming Monday but I’m seriously considering going to a private clinic tomorrow and using my credit card to be seen sooner. 

since my gp visit its now sore and hurting but I have no idea if that is in my head or because I keep touching and prodding it!

I just needed to vent this somewhere because I have never felt this terrified in my life. 

im 32 with no family history but my mind is just going to the absolute worse.