Hi ,I eventually  have my fate for colonoscopy, 27th July, so I've waited just over a month,I'm dreading it but also glad I now have an apontment .My stomach is not painful now but tender and still bloats after eating just a small amount

   I  cannot see any blood in the toilet now but there been some odd clear jelly mucus blob things .I'm due to start a new job in a couple of months and hope to get sorted out so I can get back into everything.

    The people I work with now are not very sympathetic as I have been put on no heavy lifting duties by gp as I've been In pain ,they had a fit note stating cancer referral, so they are aware.

  Some days I feel positive  but then that fear creeps up on me .