Waiting for results- breast lump and lymph nodes

Hi, just wanted to see if anyone has had a similar experience to me. 
8 months ago I found a small lump in my breast, I went straight to my GP and was sent to the breast clinic. I was given an ultrasound and told it was a fibroadenoma and due to my age (28) they didn’t feel a need to biopsy it. Fast forward to a month ago and I noticed that I had 2 raised lymph nodes in my armpit on the same side as the lump in my breast. I went back to the GP who sent me back to the breast clinic. I was given another ultrasound and a biopsy of the breast lump and lymph nodes, 4 biopsies in total. I asked the radiologist, the same lady who had previously told me it was a fibroadenoma, if she still thought it was this, she seemed concerned and told me the lump had completely changed and had it looked like this 8 months ago she would have biopsied it. I started to panic and asked if it was cancer, to which she asked if I had anyone here with me, which of course made me panic more. She also said the lymph nodes are showing as being slightly thickened which can be a sign of cancer. I was in a state of shock and can’t remember a lot of the appointment after this. I have had a 2 week wait and am due to receive my results in person in a few days. I’ve also been sent for an MRI and CT scan during this wait. 
I'm panicking that they’ve asked me to have these scans because they believe it’s cancer and that not everyone who has a biopsy seems to be sent for these before results? 
I’ve stupidly been endlessly googling things to try and reassure myself but unfortunately all this has done is convince me it’s definitely cancer, I’ve been in a constant state of anxiety for the last 2 weeks and feel sick at the thought of being told I have cancer when I go back. 
I also feel so angry at being dismissed due to my age the first time as at least 8 months ago if a biopsy showed cancer cells it would likely have been easier to treat. 

Has any one been in the same position with raised lymph nodes and had benign result after biopsy?

  • Hello, i sorry you are going through this. I am also in the same boat.. waiting for biopsy. Im 33 with a 2 year old and yesterday got told to expect the worse.. which i am im my mind.

    If you ever need to chat feel free. I could do with someone my self! Sending hugs to you.. its awful x

  • Hello   just reading this and wondered/hoping you were given positive news - are you able to share?  I am in a similar boat xx

  • Hi! Yes I was told it hasn’t gone to my spine or liver which I’m extremely happy about, but the PET scan has showed abnormalities around my adrenal glands, a lymph node in my neck and a nodule in my lung, all of which I’m told are likely benign, I think they’re just being extremely cautious! I was so convinced it had spread to my spine/ liver and it hadn’t so please try not to worry too much whilst you wait for results! Hope this helps relieve some anxiety for you xx

  • Thank you so much for replying  I am hoping you get more good news, you must have been out of your mind with worry - glad they are being extremely cautious with you xxx

  • Sorry just realised this was an earlier post of mine, just to clarify my results were cancer, and when I initially got my results they were concerned  it had spread to liver and spine, but luckily it hasn’t. My cancer is oestrogen and progesterone receptive and her2 negative which means it’s a bit slower growing at least. I feel relieved to know it’s not spread to my liver or spine which has made accepting the diagnosis of cancer a bit easier weirdly! I have surgery on the 15th July followed by chemo and radiotherapy. Sorry you’re waiting on results, it’s extremely stressful and difficult to cope when you don’t know what to expect, I struggled so much! Try to stay away from googling, I googled constantly and convinced myself I was about to die! 

  • Oh god - that makes more sense now why you were so relieved it hadn't spread.  Thank you again for replying - how are you feeling?  What treatment are they going to do?  Dr Google is not a friend ;-) xx

  • Im very scared and anxious but coping by distracting myself and have got to a point where I've accepted it’s happening and no amount of denial or anger will change that! How are you feeling? What has the radiologist said?

    I’ve got a lumpectomy with full lymph node removal, I’ve never had an operation so I’m worrying about that! But I’m also keen to just have it removed as I hate knowing it’s growing inside me at the moment! Then I meet with the oncologist after that to decide exactly how much chemo I’ll have and what I’ll need, I’ll also need 10 years of hormone therapy. I was so convinced I was going to die that I’m now finding the diagnosis easier since hearing it’s not gone to those places! Xx

  • Of course you are scared, I am so sorry you are going through this, like you say it’s the not knowing but once you know you have some kind of plan. When is the operation? Please try not to be scared, I’ve had 3 c-sections and a few other operations and have always felt safe and looked after! Hope you don’t have to wait too long, keep busy is a good way of distraction xx