Hey newbie here, I have a colonoscopy on Sunday, an ultrasound on Thursday and then a endoscopy next Saturday, I’m freaking out and panicking, i had an abnormal FIT test and I have loose stools, or thin long ones, bloating stomach, abdo pain, and a pain in my left shoulder that feels like a pinched nerve, I’m trying to be positive but I cannot sleep for worrying this evening. I feel like I can’t mention the extent of how *** I feel to my partner as I don’t want to worry him