Hi Hannah,  I  can only imagine how you are feeling,  I hope you have close family or friends nearby. Just a hug from someone who cares can help right now will be thinking of you Thursday and sending love x

Thank you so much. I am panicking so bad. Xx

Wondering if it might help if you speak to one of the Nurses, I do realise that won't be until Tuesday but it might help you to 'breathe ' 

I always find it helps [ in such situations] to take myself away for a while... can just be in the garden, listening to the birds, emptying my mind and breathing...when the mind wanders, bring it back, don't go to that dark place ....being kind to yourself is vital.. nothing you can do right now...hope you have someone going with you Thursday x

Wondering if it might help if you speak to one of the Nurses, I do realise that won't be until Tuesday but it might help you to 'breathe ' 

I always find it helps [ in such situations] to take myself away for a while... can just be in the garden, listening to the birds, emptying my mind and breathing...when the mind wanders, bring it back, don't go to that dark place ....being kind to yourself is vital.. nothing you can do right now...hope you have someone going with you Thursday x

Thank you. Yes I'll try that. I've got my Dad coming with me. I'm widowed and Mum died weeks before my diagnosis. I can't seem to feel hope but I need tox

At times like this, keeping positive seems impossible ... really glad you have your Dad with you...he probably feels helpless and unsure what to say..as we all do in times like this