Hi to everyone. This is my first post. I'm 56 not had a monthly since I was 51. I had my bowel and bladder rebuilt after giving birth 25 years ago this left me with double incontinence, I have had a erve stimulator for best part of 15 years. Over the past 12 months I have noticed bad cramps in my abdomen and back ache which has got worse too the point now I'm in agony paracetamol didn't help at ll. I have had a couple of UTI the latest being less than a month ago which was very painful in my kidneys along with this cramp and back ache my entire body feels unwell IV still not picked up from he UTI. I diabetes my sugars have not been lower than 25 for 4/5 months.  I feel like I'm going to come on all the time.... Yesterday I did..... Up until yesterday I just thought my pains where part f the change. I want sure if this is normal so checked on NHS basically I'm convinced IV got cancer is this a normal thing. I have seen the doctor today I have an appointment at the hospital in 12 d s time but I'm convinced I have cancer the waiting is long I can't think of anything else, little bit like when you know your pregnant you just got to get the test to show you, this is how I feel I' not afraid I'm alone my family live 200 miles away I just want to know honestly what people think  sorry for the long post