I've found a lump on my lower leg I'm absolutely  terrified to go to the doctors and get it checked just incase it might be cancer I feel like my family sometimes don't support me much because everytime I say I need to go to the doctors or say I have a lump on my leg I always get don't worry about it or I was going to go out so I feel like I get pushed away sometimes and I'll never face my fear of going to the doctors  if I don't have someone by my side I don't know what to do I have a boyfriend but it's a long distance relationship meaning he's in America working on coming to see me so that  part I don't have his physical support  he is always on the phone asking me if I'm ok and I say yes because I don't want him to worry  about if I have cancer or not I'm only 24 so a young adult haven't had a job yet because I always get let down so im on universal credit I'm stuck  not knowing what to do I wish I had the support that I need so I can face going to the doctors and getting checked my dad recently  passed away due to kidney failure  he was always my support  in everything If I needed to go to a doctor appointment he would take me