I'm so worried.

I've been sent for a two-week urgent cancer pathway. To be tested. I'm on menopause been over a year. Every time I go for a pee there's quite a lot of red blood. It's getting so much now I don't know where it's coming from. I wash and dry my personal area then wee. As soon as I pee it still seems to bleed and very fluid travels through the crease of my personal part so I end up getting confused .question is. If I was then dry but bleed on a pee .Is that defiantly coming from my urine. Crikey of I stand up to check my vagjna entrance it just seeps down anyway. I've had kidney pain on and off for ag. I put that down to old age and bones hurt. I'm 50. 

I feel I'm going crazy with this and don't want to waste anyone's time or cause a fuss. 

But I'm so nervous.

As anyone else had this.