Growth on cervix

Hi,  so last week I went for a pelvic exam as I suspected a small prolapse but came.away much more worried and can't think about anything else since.

The nurse noticed something on my cervix. She said it could be a polyp but wants me to see a doctor on Tuesday. She asked when my last smear test was and I'm ashamed to admit it was 9 years ago. I know I'm a idiot. She said I definitely should have attended them which has put real fear in me, that she thinks it's cancer.

2 days later and I am spotting a little and having period like pains. I'm hoping this is just from the exam but now petrified that I could have been spotting for much longer and just not noticed as its such a tiny amount, literally just a dot on toilet paper. 

I'm 41 and have 3 kids and am absolutely terrified, can't eat or sleep and just wanna cry all the time. I'm.convinced it's cancer and it's all my own fault. 

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  • Hello vix.

    Bless you..

    Try not to think the worst.. they'll probably get you in for a colposcopy to have a much better look. And take the appropriate action if needed.

    Sending you a big hug x

    I have had issues a few times and lletz procedures.. had one in april to remove cin 2. And went for a follow up a few weeks ago and I have to have another colposcopy. 

    I'm extremely anxious.  I suffer from really bad health anxiety . I worry that in 7 months there's changes again.

    Always here to chat if you need.

    Let us know how you get on x

  • Thank you so much for your reply.  I'm sorry that you're experiencing similar, I just can't cope with the anxiety, my head just runs away with me. I'm so scared x

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