Posting here as it's weirdly potentially the most reassuring place on the internet (literally every thread I look on with similar symptoms detailed to mine seems to end up being about someone being completely fine) and I'm driving myself insane worrying about two little lumps I've found. There's one on my right side of my neck, about halfway down, and then one sort of above/behind my right collarbone which you have to really dig in to find. Nurse I saw at my GP yesterday says they're both about 2cm in size. Both are malleable and easy to roll around, first found them in May this year. Saw another nurse a couple of months ago who wasn't at all concerned about them but told me to come back in four weeks if they were still there, but didn't end up going back for eight weeks as I've been so worried about them I've ended up kind of blocking it out and forgetting to follow up. Have now been referred to the hematology department at my local hospital and am on a two-week wait for an appointment, which I think will possibly be an ultrasound to have a look at the lumps and see if they're scary or not.

I have a lot of cancer-related anxiety (my dad died of lung cancer when I was 12 and my half sister has chronic myeloid leukemia, which won't kill her but is, obviously, Forever, my mother's partner died of acute myeloid leukemia a few months ago, my uncle has prostate cancer, I could go on but you get the picture) and I'm so anxious about it I'm finding it genuinely difficult to think about anything else. Just thought I'd share because I've seen so many people on here in a similar situation and I'm driving myself a bit mad.